i feel like playing Chess
because xQc is playing it!
I've been having brain problems lately
Lots of echoing noise in my thoughts, can't think an entire sentence all at once and have to think it several times to make it come out right, slow reactions, clumsiness
have you tried exercise and sobriety?
Just being a god damn retard
I've thought about getting exercise but the only time I'm like aware enough to do something it's the middle of the night
Sometimes it'll be the middle of the day and I'll remember exercise but the thought of going outdoors makes me feel ill
Also I don't tolerate sunlight very well
why did it break
do the good thing instead of the bad thing
do you know how good it'd be for you?
It broke a long time ago
Yes I do
feed it good so it repairs and stop letting it get hurt
as someone that is routinely anxious, I've found going to the gym makes it harder to be anxious afterwards.
I'm always anxious
Going to the gym makes me anxious
Getting ready to swim makes me anxious
Thinking about how long my leg muscles will last before it's time o'clock for ripping and shredding pain gives me anxiety
Swimming is nice
Getting out of the pool gives me anxiety
Knowing that my walk looks unnatural gives me anxiety
Knowing that I limp gives me anxiety
Being hungry gives me anxiety
Cooking is nice
Eating gives me anxiety
Being full gives me anxiety
Being tired gives me anxiety
Falling asleep gives me anxiety
Playing online games with people I know gives me anxiety
Voice chat gives me anxiety
The uncertainty of the future gives me anxiety
My bills give me anxiety
My paycheck gives me anxiety
If you're constantly anxious then something is likely wrong with your life.
you don't mention being anxious at work though
alright, all these things give you anxiety. what are your non-medical solutions?
There's nothing right with my life
Ptsd, brain injuries, I'm off like half my meds
I don't even have a medical solution
Work makes me upset, IDK how anxious I am
take the meds and do good things
I have to get them and it's scary
practice makes perfect, revy.
Maybe if you fix your life your anxiety will go away. Negative emotions exist to alert you.
That's rad as hell but won't solve much.
I just mean in life. It's a scary thing sometimes but you gotta practice^^
if you want to be less anxious, go to a gym. do this for like an hour, and try to get worked up later. it's noticably harder. It's not that there's such thing as an anxious person (everyone is anxious occasionally) but you're more prone to anxiety maybe. It can be hacked. like with SSRIs, which help for depression as well.
but specifically that feeling of being on edge (assume that's what anxiety is for you) is reliably eased by exerting yourself for a duration. I don't know how it does it. but it works. whatever feeling you have during the night, you can probably recreate that feel from post-workout.
What's the source of that want?
How many skaters does it take to screw in a lightbulb?
Just one but it takes them 37 tries to do it and then they brag about it all week
Anxiety meds are basically poison
The only good feeling is when I'm swimming but it doesn't hurt yet
What do you mean?
I want to be left alone and not need anything
Easiest way is to die
>not doing shit first try fridays
it's hypocrisy to worry about poisoning your body while not doing the one thing, asides from sleep, that every doctor would say is the best thing you could do for your health.
Are there seriously such things as skaters still?
Jesus, I thought that shit died out a long time ago.
It's a fun work out :p
So is sex, bb. ;)
Why do you want to die? What's the underlying reason?
If you know that then you can start making progress.
Honestly if I had lived in town as a kid then I would have very quickly gotten into the skating subculture. Off beat ska and sick flips are a good time.
take a step toward them
youll be there in time
Yeah but you can't tre flip a penis so there's that.
You are losing cool points.
No, but I could make you ollie.
that doesn't make sense.
I had cool points?
Should have gone with grinding tbh.
Even with a limited knowledge of skater slang that should be obvious.
I mean he plays bagpipes I don't think he watches x-games
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Maybe I should buy a colourful handbag. I could carry so much stuff with it, and if anyone makes fun of me then I can tell them the date.
What's the relation between the two?
None whatsoever. I just give him poop for playing bagpipes, mostly :p
Why though? Are bagpipes really so evil?
I guess that they're loud like all Scottish things.
Yeah I don't like loud stuffs a whole lot.
Hai Nezi did you skate today?
I suppose that there's mood for loud noises. Bagpipes are best appreciated from.a distance.
I'm winding down myself.
>iPad at work updates and requires you to enter a password
>the other weeb at work gets it
nah I had to see the doctor, meet someone for lunch (they had to cancel) and then went to work
I did some jogging and my planks at work though
no chance at skating anyway, it's been raining like every day for a week maybe
how was your day?
They can stay on that side of the Atlantic imo.
ooh it was a breezy nice day out after it stopped raining early am so it was a skate day^^
Did you still get a good lunch at least? I hate when people cancel :(
that sounds great. keep enjoying that good weather :) what's your best trick right now?
was rainy all day here
nah I went to some random place called Lucky's Market and they had good prices and a nice coffee bar with good coffee but I tried a salad from the salad bar and it was overpriced and not that good
friend is a teacher and got called in to sub for another professor, so no worries
she's the nicest person I've ever met in my life
Between my 360 flip to fakie and bluntstall cab out probably. Really enjoying nosestall bs reverts too tbh. Wasn't sure I could go that way haha
Was working on getting my switch and nollie flips back a little today tho.
ooh that's cool. salads are usually overpriced tbh. I can't wait for my lettuces to get bigger^~^ How do you usually get ur coffee?
New friends sound nice. Sorry they got busy at work :(
If you can eat bad salad alone on a rainy day and be happy then you're doing good for yourself.
Have you ever landed a gnarly tomato baby with a half tatami shindig?
Was any of that actual, accepted terminology?
I've done a couple gnar gnar tree jams *shruggus*
>Go on break
>come back and apparently my machine broke 2 cycles after I went to break
>Get to clean the last chunk of the night and have it easy
bs is easier than fs for me
tre flip fs 180 or bs? that's a good trick either way
I literally can't do anything switch =(
oh nice, you're growing a lot of stuff ! :3
I'm having tracer plant me some jalapeño~
I'm still using creamer with my coffee but I'm using less and less to ween myself off, I'm starting to like the flavor of the coffee more each time instead of just creamer
it's okay. she's actually my dad's ex
they're on good terms but I like talking with her, she's a great person. very motivated and caring, always pushing herself (a little too hard usually)
she's too busy to meet up though so I only get to say hi like once every other month maybe heh
I'm not in pain or sick anymore and I'm exercising and getting in shape
things are good, yes
I just really really hope I don't get sick again
I've had enough of it to last a lifetime
nice, that's lucky
what kind of machines do you work with at the new job?
no, tre flip to fakie.
it's not awkward at all talking with ur dad's ex? idk that seems weird but I can't into family stuffs.
uh.....tre flip...body varial? tre flip....revert?
...fakie tre flip?
it's not awkward, she's at least 50 I think. idk I don't think of her as my dad's ex, she's just a nice person I know
No, tre flip to fakie. Like up a ramp, 3 flip, back down fakie.
what's complicated about this? lol
then usually a fakie bigspin tbh
fakie bigspins are like riding a bike
Maybe I'll dream of spins.
oh fuck, I was thinking of it in terms of flatground
sorry I'm tired af and stupid
you're both NH? meetup when?
not likely. i don't think we'd get along
Is that because he's too autistic to fuck?
I just think he seems boring, but also that.
>I'm not in pain or sick anymore and I'm exercising and getting in shape
>things are good, yes
>I just really really hope I don't get sick again
>I've had enough of it to last a lifetime
woops sorry forgot to link your post when i replied
poor Weeping Willow
ba dum, tss
I just wanted to make that joke
Convince him of the benefits of the superior mouthfeel.
chillin like a villain, u?
he's 2young5me either way. not worth.
Maddy! I just got home from work, eating pizza
>SHOW ME VEGANA
pizza sounds so dank rn
This pizza is bomb af
oh right I forgot willow is underage lul
idunno, been losing weight
face looks thinner
you can't say that and not list toppings you chode
not underage just 2young5me
Truly the thinking man's music
Nice nice, Im trying to gain weight for boxing
Just pepperoni lol
oh lol well that was anticlimactic
pep is classic tho, I'll give u that
Could be plainer, you could have gone cheese
I can't do cheese anymore
That's basically what I say.
I've eaten pepperoni so much, cheese only tastes odd to me
Does it work out for ya?
How much pizza do you eat to cause that?
I'd be lying if I said it hasn't worked a single time.
At least once a week
im falling asleep as i type v but where is erio gn
Oof. That was a ruff game.
Just a few more MSQ and im ready for that new thing.
My FC is nice and bought me 380 crafted gear set
RuneScape is kind of worse than even EverQuest in terms of it just being a grindfest.
I don't care about The Avengers and I don't think the new game looks fun.
This guy i'm watching said not sleeping enough makes your nuts smaller
I guess that's why my balls are MASSIVE then
I think my nuts are getting smaller
but just to be sure let me inspect and gently fondle them to gauge their well-being and size
I'm worried people will make fun of its size . . . .
Can't you just tell me your secret for large nuts instead ?
I got a 6 inch dick but my nuts are just so tiny
Does that count as having BDE ?
If you have to ask, you don't have BDE
Is that how it works ?
I don't speak this language
Then you'll never have massive, beautiful balls like me.
I'm just gonna pull on them a little every day until I see results.
good morning cuppers
Heterosexuals should be imprisoned.
No DnD today, got a whole day to myself, finally got out of bed. :3
too lenient. they should be round up and either forced to convert to full gay or take a bullet.
Just let straight people have a damn parade.
I need more road side candy.
Seems we got the cutest pokemon ever this gen
CORGIE is for gay
kill them all
Oh wow, now that's some reference.
I don't like that it reminds me of the song Heart Shaped Box
Mainly because it's tempting me to change the lyrics in a bad way
Little known fact: since this year is the 50th anniversary of the Stonewall Riots, this is actually Pride YEAR
Now is the time for Pride Empire.
The Left has won
Gay is now mandatory
Right, I fancy a game of dota2 but I know I gotta play Darkest Dungeon soon and start naming fools.
Eh, I'll just get one game out the way, wish me luck.
Writes your name on the Gulag list
Only a lone dog is left to stand against the tyranny
Final straight vs the homogeneous hegemonic homosexual empire.
>Tfw too boring to smash
As bland as the oatmeal that I had this morning.
The age difference makes it hotter, senpai.
State mandated homosexuality.
I will raise Sodom from the ashes
Alright gays. Hand over your dicks.
Merry Gay Pride to all, and to all a good night
So yeah, RSVP'd an event from my videogame clan. We're talking about how rick Jeff Bezos is and how to go about buying a nuclear bomb.
So Bezos could buy 15 nuclear warheads.
Clan is asking 'Would you become Jeff Bezos, would you?
YOu'd be 50 but you'd be mega rich'.
I'm like 'being 50 is a fucking advantage, less time on this gay earth'
this is how many fingers i can fit inside myself right now
Into your mouth?
no but honestly speaking girls like anal a lot more than you virgins think
like clean that pipe out so there's no poopdick and be nice to your lady and you'll be fucking supermario'ing up that slithery good place before you know it
Thanks, I'll remember that if I ever meet a girl.
Is it almost the time when the fun posters come?
>Is it almost the time when the fun posters come?
but ur already here
Oh you're too kind, Cup.
How's NEET life?
goin' pretty alright today, wispy, thanks. how r u?
I'm alright now. Just chilling and enjoying Zelda vaporwave without a hint of irony.
Work has been infrequent for me recently and will conitnue like that for a bit. It's nice for a little while, but I can become anxious if I go too long without work.
Back from a few games.
Gonna cook some food then I'll get on Dankest Dunjin and start naming dudes.
what kinda stuff do you do?
Works the street corner, obviously.
tfw wispy isn't working on my street corner
For a while now I've done constrution work.
I would make you pay extra.
Not like you can get out to the corner anyway.
oh that's right I think I've seen you mention that before. cool cool. stronk wispy~
yeah but I could get uber eats to pick her up and deliver her as a snacc >:3
>as if I'd pay at all
Neko works construction too. Haven't seen him here in a while.
Don't involve Uber in your salacious crimes.
u can't tell me what to do ur not my real dad
Is it rape or theft if the victim is a prostitute?
Is there a legal term for taking a service without paying?
We need some philosophers here.
I'm not your fake one either so stop calling me "daddy" it's weird.
it's both, unless her eyes turn into hearts while you're raping her then it's just consensual sex.
Somehow you will go onward.
I was on facebook and it pops up like "hey do you know these people" and I'm like "YES BUT WHO ARE THEY"
I am in
I can't trust my brain
The Tranny Melt is happening.
Should I go to ASDA and buy more snacks? :3
The oppositr of what he said
the opposite of what either of them said
First I'll eat this pot noodle though.
Sorry that I didn't get on Darkest Dungeon earlier.
Oh well, I'll name dudes tomorrow when everyone is on.
But snacks are yummy. ;-;
Now I'm just confused.
wouldn't a prerequisite for one's brain hurting be actually having a brain? asking for a friend
But seriously this is terrifying
Cup wants to have a brainache vicariously
well definitely don't go to the ER or anything, just post about it on this website.
Shit sorry jk NO~
I can't afford medical expenses
I'm going to text my therapist
Oh my good golly gracious. Such relentless bullying.
they are literally not allowed to deny you treatment. however there is very likely nothing wrong with you except a serious case of the "need attentions"
Why you gotta be mad~?
Revy, make more memes of Hunter x Hunter
Then you should be THANKING me for supporting you in your calling!!
Broke my dick. Can't go to the doctor. Need you to inspect it for me.
uh oh this is serious. will probably need some extra attention uwu
Pls Doc. Tell me you can save it.
Then be extra mad for me pls
I'll make you jump off the ground without using my hands? Makes decent enough sense to me.
Had is the keyword.
That can actually happen.if you thrust at a bad angle.
Why did it take you so long to reply?
I fell asleep, and then went to work. These things happen.
gonna need oral resuscitation methinks
nah I don't have very many angery wooloos
Ah, looking back that was your last post of that night. It all makes sense now.
What about your usual levels of being annoyed at my dumb jokes then?
Yeah, I know, but I don't have to worry about that.
'cause I'll never get to ;_;
Whatever it takes!
I'm sure that can be arranged
don't worry, we're gonna get u fixed up just right uwu
lmfao later fag
I'll make sure to up my dumb jokes game just for you~
Good afternoon, love. How are you doing today?
alright well u better hurry because I just started drinking and I already feel insanely tired for whatever reason so I am not long for this world.
Well, I don't usually meet people so forward. ;p
I don't have any dumb jokes atm
Just dumb today, sorry
well the important thing is that u did ur best
Please remember to stay hydrated.
You can aslo wank if you meant something else.
>u did ur best
Now THAT is a good joke~
thanks I thought so too uwu
You earned yourself head pats
thirsty = horny
Got any water handy?
i dont have water on hand
Off to buy some cakes and shit. See ya later nerds.
Is tap water too expensive for you?
No nothing to drink at all? Not even alcohol? The humanity...
its... uh, buried.
i dont drink alcohol...
I'm not sure we can be friends anymore, then.
Das more head pats for ya
I gotta keep a record of this...
Imagine being a virgin lol.
Sorry, was too easy.
ya! ur pretty pics are finally here!
Noooo....take me back!
Back, got donuts, wine gums and liqourice. :3
Totes gonna die to diabetes.
You're the best.
and youre comfortable to around!
Aww, well I would love to take you out to a nice pub and share a good laugh at the people watching.
>tfw mandy will never get you drunk and politely carry you home where you can get some rest
Honestly I have done that a lot, yeah. More than I could count on 1 hand. Even kissed on of them on the forehead and they started getting clingy.
But sprite is so nice and tasty!
Be careful woth clingy drunks.
They have tender feelings.