>shy nerd kid didnt talk
>summer between middle and highschool parents divorce
>mom moves out and does weird things
>small town still see her
>mid 2000s 9/11 still fresh
>high school was gonna go into the army.
>Dead set on it, told everyone.
>didnt even apply for scholarships to anything
>senior year 2005 i get in touch with a recruiter.
>bring up how i take adderal every day for ADD.
>get shutdown, need to be off stimulants for a year.
>knew i was addicted and couldn't cope without.
>no worries had a 3.8gpa and basically an art prodigy.
>just need to make shit for life. forget about military
>Had shit social skills and never got laid. nice guy
>Mr. Cope, dont do, dont regret, take the high road.
>first summer free babysit disabled neighbor kid and his sisters
>normal kid but degenerative disease rendered him paralyzed waist down
>had to wipe him every day, get the shitty shit out of the way early.
>shrug it off
>mom is bypolar addict and cancerous to me and dad. skimmed my prescription, drunk, gambler
>get done baby sitting never talk to kid again.
>07 move in with dad to new town where he had daughters from a previous marriage, rarely talk with mom from then on
>highspeed Internet vidya/porn dive in the deep end
>comfy room, good computer,
>loose touch with friends from home town
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