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Now cyclical because I don't want to make any more of these threads.

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Report the thread with a VPN/proxy or just list it here, I guess.

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Last thread hit bump limit, post your Waifu, talk about her, respect other robros Waifus unless it's 3DPD.

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Why do you have so many Motoko futa pics anon?


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They're easy to look up and save.



>not liking dickgirls

Also,I do hope you're jesting when implying Motoko is one.



>show you evidence that motoko is trans


>likes dickgirls

Checks out.


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"Pickle Rick" is the third episode of the third season of the Adult Swim animated television series Rick and Morty. Written by Jessica Gao and directed by Anthony Chun, the episode premiered on August 6, 2017. In "Pickle Rick", Rick turns himself into a pickle to avoid family therapy, but Beth confiscates his antidote and the others go to therapy. Meanwhile, Rick falls into a sewer and constructs mechanisms from dead animals to survive. He escapes into a highly secure building, where he kills the agents inside in order to leave. He goes to the therapy session and later receives the antidote syringe from Beth.

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One of you here suggested this book to me in fall 2018.

It was on an occasion where I posted about my hopeless endavours with love and then questioning myself if I had genuine interest girls at all, or if I was just falling in love with what I thought they were. Or rather, what I projected onto them subconsciously. The guy who recommended it to me told me I was not in love with girls but with my own anima.

After nearly half a year I finally read it.

To my own surprise I noticed some very disturbing patters on myself just like the ones described in the book. So now I wonder if I might be a shizophrenic in the making and if I should seek a mental doctor.

For example:

>feel detached from everything

>feel dead / not alive

>feel like I am not a real person

>have different masks/facades to interact with people

>change masks often

>do not think I have an own personality (or an own mask)

On top of those I have all the typical shizo symptoms of low affect and emotional numbness.

The hallucinations not yet though.

There is also this pattern that the patients described in the book had overprotective mothers and or uncaring fathers. I had the same while growing up. In fact my mother is even diagnosed shizophrenic. My aunt is as well.

So I am asking the anon who recommended me this book to post again and explain to me what he wants me to do now. According to wikipedia there is no cure for shizos and I feel tired and don't have the energy to invent some character to be likable to normalfags. I know I will be dead in a few years anyways but I wonder what your intended message to me was.



You sound more schizoid than schizophrenic.

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I just don't get how normies can act so happy with life and look forward to the future.

I just cant stop thinking about the past and how my life has just become so boring, so lonely

Its getting to the point that i feel nostalgic for the traumatic periods of my childhood

Anyone else experiencing extreme nostalgia? how do you cope with it?


>Its getting to the point that i feel nostalgic for the traumatic periods of my childhood

Even bad feelings are better than no feelings.


For some reason I get really nostalgic over things that didn't even occur that long ago. Earlier today I booted up Xenoblade Chronicles 2 to see if I was interested in playing it again, and it instantly took me back to a year ago when I was listening to IBS radio shows and grinding all day in that game. Or that time in mid-2018 that I bought a 2DS so that I could play Pokemon Platinum, and I can remember eating digornio's pizza while gaming on the couch.

As for just thinking about the past constantly, I don't really do that. Not unless I'm daydreaming an alternative universe in which I'm a Gary Stu in my childhood/teenage years.


My bouts of nostalgia can be crippling. I've recently come to realize how awful it can be, and it serves no useful purpose.

Healthy, positive enjoyment of memories is a good and necessary thing, but for a certain personality type (me, and I'm guessing the OP too), it can get really awful sometimes.

I realized it usually happens when other symptoms of depression are present…fear of the future, hoplessness, low-energy misery, etc.

I suppose doing all the stuff that helps against depression – exercise, eat right, keep busy, etc. – applies here, but you already know that, don't you. Knowing you have a problem in your head does not make the problem go away, any more than knowing you have sprained ankle makes it go away.

I guess if you can manage to get out of bed and do some shit like clean the house a bit or other mindless busywork, it helps.


>implying "normies" are human

You look like a newfag dataminer. That's so pitful.

Most normalniggers can't think at all, the ones that have some activity in their almonds suppress the bad (they don't get any other types of thought because they think little overall, and bad thoughts are the most common ones. You have to drag yourself through thousands of these daily if you want to reach the good ones) thoughts by interacting with other normalniggers, consuming drugs and alcohol or doing retarded animal shit.

>Anyone else experiencing extreme nostalgia?

I am nostalgic even about my old dreams, nightmares and mindsets.

>how do you cope with it?

I enjoy it.


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Spoiled because faggy/stupid feelings

Listened to embed related for accident and made me remember how much I liked that song and the whole game world. Then I remembered when I was playing this shit as a kid and how I would fantasize about going on magic adventures far away from where I was living and never go back, wich seemed entirely plausible to me at that time. Whatever that was is dead. I still want to go tho

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Feels that don't deserve their own thread.

For when the other thread inevitably hits the bump limit. Yay complaining.

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>Over time it became clear that the differences in opinions are way too big to create common ground.

Normalcattle are retarded; you won't be able to reconcile your political opinions or worldview with theirs. You don't need to do that to enjoy playing video games with people, so don't bother.

>Not to make groups of 3-5 people that strive to be the best.

Yeah, most people are casual gamers.

>When I played online games with my friends we always went with setups that would cover each other, something like I take this skill, you take this, now we're all cogs of a working machine that need each other to strive, or create all kinds of gimmicks we could think of. It was about the camaraderie and teamwork, a key feel that may soon disappear in general.

See above. It's an unfortunate fact that MMOs and online games in general have degenerated to such a degree, but they're being made for an even lower grade of moron than the dipshit spic squeakers of a decade ago. There's almost no reason to invest all that time and effort anymore.

>So what am I suppose to do? Convince them that their opinions are wrong so their free time can be focused more on video games? Get ahead in games and play solo? Wait for them and not play?

Accept that he's become a responsible adult normalfag and make new relationships. Sounds like he has. Don't pretend that he doesn't exist, but it's pretty clear he's moved on from what you've told me.

>nobody focuses on creating/joining small groups like these, at least not publicly. I find this quite weird.

They exist, but they don't advertise themselves to the world because they're happy with the way they are. They eventually wither away and die when founding members find other things more important. Kind of like your group.

>That's why I either have to adapt to my situation or figure out some way where things can work.

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>watch a film where the "villain" is just a robot who wants to be left alone with his waifu

>he tells 3dpd to fuck off

>chad and stacy get him killed then destroy his waifu

I dont know what i was expecting, but I was hoping chad or stacy would have had some consequences in the movie. Normalfags like movies that tell them they're good people and will live happily. I wont say the film because it's a waste of time, but it was based on a book that didnt give the same impression.



Forgot to mention chad and stacy were trying to "help" the guy they got killed. I pirated this trash yesterday and I'm still mad about it. sage for double post



What movie anon?



What movie is this? sdfsgwg

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Something weird is happening on wizardchan and I don't know exactly what. I have only been browsing it on and off for about a year so it may just be that this is already commonly known. But I figured I should bring this to light, since there is clearly some effort being made to keep it hidden. And I'd imagine there are others here who crosspost on there from time to time. Here is the story, from my eyes:

>thread posted on /meta/ asking about a board getting locked

>people start talking about proxies being banned

>someone brings up tracking cookies but his posts keep getting deleted

>someone puts up a censored screenshot of one of those posts

>that too gets deleted

>people are using vague language, as if they're not allowed to talk about it

>someone asks what's going on, then the whole thread is instagibbed

Luckily I had the thread open in another tab when it was deleted, so I was able to take screenshots of what remained.

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>still posting on that shithole

the mods have bene shady incompetent retards since forever


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Looks like there's female crossposters from a site called crystal.cafe using wizchan.


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>that whole fucking website

I have no words.




probably mostly trannies and dudes larping as anime girls


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Bump for awareness

Ignore wizchan posts

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The great debate : what age do females peak ? Let's end it once and for all. Also, feel free to dump before/after pics, graphs and shit.

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fuck these old feminist bitches



>If you take a close look on the screenshot

And can you blame me for not wanting to? :^)

In seriousness, I meant they were 6/10 in their prime, now aged. Subtracting 3 points for advanced aged is fair IMO, so I completely agree with your score. But I don't think women that old (or young but obese, now that I look more closely) are really on the market in the first place. So they sit around and talk shit, like fat boomers who watch football and yell at TV, or corpulent neckbeards saying celeb X has sharp knees.


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15-16. Anyone that says otherwise is lying, desu.



Roasties gonna roast.



That girl in your pic is 13 at best


Based Leopold

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Next year I plan to run away. Rightnow I'm wagecucking my ass off so I'll have enough money to use. I live in a rural part of Illinois but I want to travel to a few other states and camp around. After awhile I might try to go to Canada and settle down there to start a new life. Are there any anons here who are nomads ? Any tips ?

So far my shopping list is as follows:

>hiking backpack



>small tent

>bed roll

>canned stew

>a knife


>small gun for safety

Am I missing anything ?

My only issues are still not knowing how to read a map, how to start a fire and how to tell directions properly. I dont know how much time I have to learn these skills but I'm sure I'll find a way.

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People tend to over pack when they first start doing this. All you really need are clothes, backpack, sleeping bag, food and water. That's it. Unless you're far out in the wilderness, nothing else is really essential. The lighter the better, since you'll be carrying all of your shit around with you. A lot of stupid little tools people bring never get used and just add weight. Start with the basics and add things as you go instead of starting with a shit load of gear and shedding things you don't need. If you do end up wanting some good camping gear try and make it as lightweight as possible. I'd suggest looking up Bushcraft videos on YouTube and learn about camping and gear from pros.


>My only issues are still not knowing how to read a map

What does this fucking mean?


Stop stealing my plans you unoriginal fuck


If I fail school this is my plan, simply work my ass off for one year and save every single penny and just drive around in a car.

If I can't do my dream job and work with AI I'll at least feel European culture and won't be stuck in my parents abusive household.


I've been considering doing something like this myself. It's been almost a year since I graduated high school and my parents aren't going to let me NEET for much longer.

A few months ago I went down the train hopping rabbit hole. It seems like it would be really fun to cross the country on a freight train. last week I hopped on a train heading south and I rode it for about 20 miles. I live in a suburb and the train stopped at a yard in the city so I was able to use public transportation to get home.

The only thing keeping me from packing up and leaving now is money. I'm thinking of getting a job and saving a few thousand, then just pick up and leave when I feel like it. Supplies and food shouldn't be very expensive.

You should watch Stobe the hobo on YouTube, his videos are entertaining and you can learn quite a bit.

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What are some really weird, obscure and off the grid hobbies that i could get into? I've got free time on my hand and i'm not looking for bland, popular past time.

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Thats pretty cool, do you need hand dexterity for origami? My hands aren't the most stable


Yah, a lot of hobbyist in the garage guys are pretty well invested, with milling machines and lathes and what have you. Heres a recent video with good channels in the description, although i dont know everyone who makes a cameo in the video https://youtu.be/MMDsX38_rxY



You could try boxing. Good for your health and time consuming



The longer you stick with any crafty hobby, even if it's just sculpture or mini painting, the more tools and miscellaneous resources you'll amass. A lot of the guys who run channels about their trade are people who have been at it for decades with the added benefit of getting free equipment from tool companies who will just "loan" youtubers machines for years at a time.

Other thing that they don't always tell you is that half of the time put into these hobbies/trades is spent reorganizing and building ways of storing and accessing all the machines and tools you amass.




My problem is that when I search for how to do basic thing X, I get people showing how to do it with very expensive and bulky equipment, when in reality X can easily be done without any of that equipment and it's not much harder. They flood out the search results if you don't know the right keyword and make it hard to find useful instructions.

As a person just getting started and not planning to make a career out of it, I'm not going to spend thousands decking out a garage with table saws and what not. I don't even have a garage. And someone so invested as to have those things isn't going to be looking up basic things. Going back to my example: If you can afford to have a huge workshop with a table saw, why even bother making the mitre box with it? Just go and buy one, they're like 20 bucks. Of course I realize those channels are clearly not meant for actual DIYers or hobbyists, but for dumb normies to watch from their couch for entertainment. I just wish they were easier to filter out.



I feel your feels on this matter. Too many people who have the space and the opportunity to turn their entire garage or basement don't seem to understand that they aren't offering very useful information to beginners by acting like several thousand dollars worth of power tools is a modest starting point. In their minds, there is no point in going any smaller, because they see what they have and consider it "modest" because they can't have a full factory with massive CNC machines and all the latest, giant industrial equipment for their leisurely use.

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Post some lyrics that you identify with. These hurt.

>Throw my conscience in the trash can.

>Trash man.

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so many edgetards ITT


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I'm so fed up

For me no let up

A fizzing human bomb

I'm standing at the edge

Of the precipice

Eyes pinned open half gone

Sore words of the impotent man

I love you till you put me out

In insanity

He's no sanctuary

Bricks and mortar heart

I'm mouthing silently

How it ought to be

Curses made in the dark

Sore words of the impotent man

I love you till you put me out

I'm so fed up

For me no let up

A fizzing human bomb!

I'm standing at the edge

Of the precipice

Eyes pinned open half gone

Sore words of the impotent man

I love you till you put me out


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That's the one I planned to post


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Yankee Doodle went to town

A-riding on a pony,

Stuck a feather in his cap

And called it macaroni.


Yankee Doodle keep it up,

Yankee Doodle dandy

Mind the music and the step,

And with the girls be handy.

Father and I went down to camp,

Along with Captain Gooding,

And there we saw the men and boys

As thick as hasty pudding.


And there we saw a thousand men

As rich as Squire David,

And what they wasted every day,

I wish it could be savèd.


The 'lasses they eat every day,

Would keep a house a winter;

They have so much, that I'll be bound,

They eat it when they've a mind to.


And there I see a swamping gun

Large as a log of maple,

Upon a deuced little cart,

A load for father's cattle.


And every time they shoot it off,

It takes a horn of powder,

And makes a noise like father's gun,

Only a nation louder.


I went as nigh to one myself

As 'Siah's underpinning;

And father went as nigh again,

I thought the deuce was in him.


Cousin Simon grew so bold,

I thought he would have cocked it;

It scared me so I shrinked it off

And hung by father's pocket.


And Cap'n Davis had a gun,

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Preferably in different places/situations. Maybe you could greentext it or post pictures of what they look like. I'm wondering if there's commonalities amongst robots is all.

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I simply dont exist in the mind of the everyday passing by people. I have average face, average height, no physical disability and i wear formal clothes. To my classmates, I appear to be too quiet and never attempt to exchange conversations even if they start it first. They probably talk shit behind my back about how creepy and dull i am also. Everything is gray and empty, there is nothing significant.


I worry girls can tell I'm looking at them



They don't know, since that would require an ability to actually comprehend the world around them. What they do is they'll just assume you are looking, even if you aren't, so you might as well just do what you want.



While I agree that being good looking and tall wont help you if you're completely socially incompetent (exactly my case) if you're an ugly fuck like eggman or some other robots I seen then sorry but no amount of cool personality can compensate for that, people will still be displeased by you for the simple fact that they dont like your face.


Opening out for normalfags means "agree with what I think" and nothing else anon



People should find better ways to do that.

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So recently I saw en interesting posting on zerohedge:


some of the parts that interested me most:

>China and Hong Kong, meanwhile, has been suffering from similar low fertility rates amid an epidemic of "grass-eating men" - lame, feminized Chinese man-children who refuse to step up their game and get laid.

>Indeed, Hong Kong is suffering from an army of loners - estimated at 20,000 to 40,000 strong - usually in their 20's and 30's, who are choosing video games, anime and internet porn over wives, sex and the inevitable children that follow.

How dare these undesirable, fat and pimple-faced foureyes to abandon 3d world and try to seek solace in 2d.

Once again they failed to even realize that these are people who were rejected by society in the first place. Why the fuck would someone who got rejected by normalfags try to appease them and become like them. The most funny thing is that they complain about this because they could have also joined ISIS instead of fapping to anime tiddies. They don't even understand how lucky they are.

>Studies in Japan estimate that this class of men, normally in their 20s and 30s, account for around 60 per cent to 70 per cent of the male population. Obviously, their reluctance to procreate is a major cause for concern. Japan has had one of lowest birth rates in the world for nearly a decade now. -SCMP

This was about socalled "herbivore" men. I was surprised that it is so extreme and I find it hard to believe. This means they are utterly fucked in the next 30 years.

then some similarities between 3d world and the famous mouse utopia experiment:


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>Source for that quote?


>What I got is that 99% of his problems were because he didn't leave, he even says so at the beginning

And in the end he was fine so your argument falls flat as a criticism of him in particular. As for the general idea of:

>just leave

It's valid but moving to a different country is hard, especially from a shithole like that. Besides, he couldn't see it coming in the country he grew up in. He would only be more clueless in a new country. Moving to the countryside is easy but having a job and income there is harder for most people.

>Because venezuela still has a government

You're splitting hairs so let me try to get back to my main point: What are some examples in history where the normiepocalypse you describe in >>298499 has actually taken place?

>My advice? look for any ancestry you have that could land you double citizenship, get a passport and be ready to GTFO when something happens.

No offense, but that's shit advice. 99% would look for that ancestry and find fuck all. Your idea of how immigration works is about 50 years out of date. You're posting good historical fact but your analysis comes down to "just get lucky" and "just predict the future". If you live in a shit place, emigrating is obviously an effective solution as it has been for thousands of years. The problem is that emigrating is practically a lifelong project, especially if you don't want to end up a hobo in your destination. It's actually easier to just direct that effort into overcoming whatever problem you have where you live, as the author demonstrates you can even overcome serious catastrophes.

So my suggestion to you: Refrain from commenting (at least for now) on subjects which you don't understand (emigrating, prepping) and focus on subjects at which you are gooPost too long. Click here to view the full text.



Also, I forgot to say: Lay off the Enter key a bit. The color is enough to distinguish quotes from normal text, and few people here type like that unless they have brain damage.



>so let's remove normalfags from earth, remove them from existence


>child women are best women, they are innocent, hot, you can raise them how you want, they will listen to you. if you prefer roasties then fuck off to your western society

so I should become a pedo?



>And in the end he was fine

<bunch of people dying

<even family

<got out alive by luck



>It's valid but moving to a different country is hard, especially from a shithole like that.

Not nearly as hard as trying to survive a civil war+ethnic cleansing. Even if you have to travel hidden inside a truck and work cleaning dishes in some shitty bar while living in the crappiest flat in town thats a better alternative to having to shit in a dirt hole and avoid sniper fire for years while trying your best not to starve or freeze to death.

>What are some examples in history where the normiepocalypse you describe in >>298499 (You) has actually taken place?

I already named a few but the biggest one had to be the bronze age collapse, fucked up most of the world att and literally destroyed entire civilizations. And you're insane for thinking normalfags will have it easy, when it happens it will be the rule of violent psychopaths who btw aren't normies. Most normalfaggots will die just from not knowing wtf to do, then other will die because society made them soft and unwilling to do what needs to be done. Only a small fraction will break and become the animals they need to be to survive.

>99% would look for that ancestry and find fuck all.

Most euro countries have "right of blood" meaning you can ask for citizenship just because you're a descendant of people from said country. Unless you're 100% amerindian/african you can find something. I know a guy who got euro citizenship by finding a great-great-grandfather's tomb.

>Your idea of how immigratioPost too long. Click here to view the full text.



m8 you're really pushing it with the drama here aren't you? Oh god shitting in a hole how will I survive! I go innawoods every month so I can shit in a hole for fun, there's worse things in life, trust me.

If you wanna live in germoney so bad go take your 23andme with 3.4% german ancestry to the nearest embassy and see how well that works.

Sounds to me like you're the one jacking off to fantasies of finally getting a taste of Stacy's roast for your shitty tuna can tbh. Trading stale fish for stale fish though, is just more of the "fake economy" that got us here in the first place, if you ask me.

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what prevents you from offing yourself?

for me it's seeing this till the very end and a love for music.

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by value of being me i am infinitely more valuable than you

all of my problems are caused by you, and i would sooner see you dead than myself


im too much of a pussy to off myself


Pure curiosity. I couldn't stand the idea that I wouldn't know what would happen the next day. I wanted to experience a different life, however briefly, even if it was by force. When I had given up on all other sense of self, the only voice left was "but what is there?" Echoing in a frighteningly muted mind.

It held out long enough for the downswing to end, and I cared about family again, but in that brief period it was just curiosity that kept me alive.


why just off yourself if you can off hundreds of normalfags, take them with you?


I still have a lot of books to read, and I'm not yet homeless. If I was homeless I'd probably off myself.

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Hey guys I just tried and figured something out. When I used my phone (even with a blue light filter) before I went to bed I would always feel tired and a sort of haziness throughout the day. After one night of not using electronics an hour before bed I woke up actually feeling good. Like I actually had energy to go out and do stuff. Try it for 3 days robots. So many times dumbasses on here would say nofap, cold showers, or some other bullshit but this actually helped me

>tldr don't use phone or any electronics an hour before bed

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The internal clock built into the human brain is largely affected by light sources. Shining a glowing screen into your eyes before you try to sleep is going to fuck with things in your head. That's why they make apps and programs that adjust the brightness, intensity, and color warmth for computers and phones.


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I put blankets on my windows (somehow, it's an improvised mess using pegs and some nails) when I go to sleep. It's darker so I can sleep better.



Many people will fall asleep to things like rainfall, blowing winds, or other soft, repetitive sounds. I personally turn on my box fan at night. If you don't have a fan though, try gently and slowly scratching your pillow repeatedly until your drift off to sleep. No guarantees that it will work for you but it'a worth a try.



black would be better than white. black blocks more light

also there is a device called eye mask that you can wear to not see the light




There's also a more high tech version of that, called an eyelid.


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Are you able to pinpoint an exact point/event/person in your life where everything went wrong? Or was it more of a gradual decline?

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when i isolated myself like a fucking idiot and kicked everyone out of my life




I'm glad someone posted this. What the fuck are you thinking typing like that you fucking retard? You think that shit looks good? KYS



they used to make me take classes along a couple of other people away from the classroom, its a great way to make people outcasts


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Some day as a teenager I came to the realisation on how terrible things were, before this I was content with life. I realised that the shit that happened to me as a child was not normal and something clicked inside of me and everything worsened. I would say it was a gradual decline but I was ignorant of it until a certain point.



>at the age of 3 went into a backalley and got thrown around by teen niggers for not being black enough

>1st-4th grade put in a 10×10 white room anywhere from 1hr-4hrs almost everyday when they seemed me difficult. Anything from arguing too much to violent outbursts


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