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And the answer is yes, more than likely. You just can't be thinking about a wife and friends—when you pray, think of God. All else is secondary. I can't give you a passage, but the Bible describes how a man deserves the woman he gets (meaning that you can't be a Godless pig and do what you want and expect a woman to like you), and that a good wife is truly something to behold what many anons don't understand about 3DPD is that, much like how 3D men are pathetic shadows of the Westerners past, so as it is with women, who are now harpies; it's all in the upbringing, and women are highly susceptible to influence well into adulthood; so a good girl must be kept from a bad society, bad influences. Be righteous and true and pious and never want, and God will most surely give you what you need. If He does not, perhaps you are not trying hard enough, or perhaps you need to be patient, or perhaps you weren't meant to have a friend or wife—after all, life is short. But have faith in God.
I can't explain the absolute warmth God gives. It is utterly intoxicating, to starve for a couple days, than thank God for the meal that I do eat, or for the occasional free snack that somehow makes its way to me when I'm hungry. You also need to be thankful for what you have, and have humility. Even if it may seem like you have nothing, you do have something, and you should never feel that you "deserve" better. This is what they call entitlement, even in regards to things that may seem like everyone should have. In the cold cruelty of nature, you don't deserve anything. Yet God is merciful, and gives us love and comfort regardless. Never take what you have for granted.
Do you masturbate? I would stop if I were you; /fit/ and undoubtedly /x/ would tell you that that is cancer for different reasons, anPost too long. Click here to view the full text.